NYC-Embracing & Letting Go of This Skin I 've been desperately holding on to old shedding skins. Skin that has puckered and worn out. Skin that is snug in all the wrong places and increasingly more and more uncomfortable. Skin that no longer serves me and is completely unrecognizable. Skin that I've been terrified to let go of and allow to decompose because the new just felt/feels terrifying. The new feels/felt so different. I'm not even sure how to wear it or even approach this skin. What part of me do I dress/address first...Do I start with putting it on from my head or my feet? Or do I put it on like a front button down dress with at least 100 buttons that need attention? I'm not sure how to wear this new skin. I'm not sure how to approach this new skin, so I've isolated myself more than ever. I've hid myself away but I find myself seeking to connect and be held; be in spaces with more than just me & this ill-fitting version of myse